I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I'm still right here What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way, <lora:SLS:1. 0>, full body, wide angle, <lora:LowRA:0. 3>, dark theme, Cinematic Lighting, (toplighting:1. 4), moody lighting, sunlight, (8k, RAW photo, best quality, masterpiece:1. 2), (realistic, photo- realistic:1. 4), highres, ultra- detailed, extremely detailed, depth of field